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• О себе:A Wonderous Mistery even I cannot comprehend ------------///-------— PUT THIS ON -------/////////////-----YOUR HOMEPAGE -----------///-----------IF YOU ARE ----------///------------A CHRISTIAN ---------///------------- Not much to say, an emotional deep thinking Soul inside a body the one migh say clothed in black wonders The other might call me a Goth, and the rest simply weird and drifted past normality... This may all sound weird, but who can understand the emotions of a Soul which never learned to live? Had a childhood some wish for and some hate... Was at school and all but was never part of anything, bullied & pushed aside by Foes and Friends. How can you imagine the pain of a familiar smiling face telling you to leave? Only few people could accept me for what I was and that doesn't imply abnormality... How long does it take for a broken soul to turn irreparable... Mine took 18 years of solitude... 18 years of beeing loved and tossed aside... 18 Years of missunderstanding? And so my life carries on, diagnosed with personality disorder, with love for life & death, Tears & Smiles, Love & Pain. A Dichotomy of Love and Hatred to myself for beeing less than I deserve and more than I want to be. I am empty, no tears left to cry, no blood rubies to spill no matter how deep the wounds... All that is left is scars misery and a missunderstood hope for tomorrow... Throwing myself into the uttermost darkness in Life my Heart turns black and cold. Suffering is extasy to me for what else can I show people but my misery? all else is negleted, tossed aside even laughed at... And so I trace my smiles with Razours hoping that some bastards soul might see the pain within... Nobody has seen what I could be, no one said I was worthy to live without having thrown me to the ground and turned their back on me... And when they see my scars all they do is stare and point at my insanity Maybe someday, when all has faded and the last person I Love has cast me from their presence I may have the courage to cut deeper than my life goes and finally go home and rest in peace...
• День рождения:13.5
• Сейчас живёт в:Германия, Hamburg
• Родной город:Cranleigh
• Политические взгляды:индифферентные
• Религиозные взгляды:Protestantism
• Источник вдохновения:Jesus, Tuomas Holopainen
• Главное в людях:доброта и честность
• Главное в жизни:семья и дети
• Отношение к курению:негативное
• Отношение к алкоголю:компромиссное